Fears will bind us. Love will free us. We know this, we’ve heard it so often as we travel in our circles of connection. And somehow its reality eludes us until a space of our own inner fear is awakened.
I’m struck by this truth on this lovely morning, as I contemplate my own journey. Just a few years ago I recall not wanting to talk about the energy of pure Love I felt so strongly within–out of fear that people would reject it. Seems so silly now, doesn’t it? Who would reject LOVE? And yet, in my own dialogue lived the belief that it was too ‘fluffy,’ too ‘positive’–TOO much! Looking back now I realize how fearful I was to allow love to flow freely within and without.
Caroline Myss talks about the ego’s fear of humiliation as the chain that holds us in place. To step fully into the grace of who we are, to allow our spirit to shine as it so naturally desires to, to enter the sacredness of our souls and be at peace with ourselves–we often have to let go of the fear we’ll be humiliated for it. We have to let go and just trust the Universe holds us in her arms and is always there to catch us, whatever may come. And here’s what has proven true for me friends: the fear is so much greater than any humiliation that has come. For in reality, the humiliation enters from my OWN monkey mind. I was my soul’s greatest enemy in those moments. It was my own ego that silenced the voice of my spirit.
And here’s what else is true: to take the risk, to let go, to choose to BE me no matter what may come–incredibly liberating and deeply gratifying. There is a sense of openness, connection, purity, grace that occurs. So much so, that I struggle to find the words to define it. And so I’ll leave it at this: there is so much love in my heart–in ALL of our hearts–that to contain it closes us off from the sacred journey we are here to travel.
For in truth, the humiliation transforms into humility of spirit. We see the greatness of our spirit, and recognize the folly of our ego. Only when we understand the dance of these two, only when we can fully acknowledge both the shadow and light of our presence do we move forward into empowerment, and one of the greatest gifts offered to us: authenticity.
This is my heart’s desire. To live authentically, connecting with all of Life, offering the service of my soul to uplift and honor our planet. This is the seed I choose to nurture. And the result will be the beautiful, bountiful blossoms of Divine Love. This is my truth. I know it’s so because I’m listening and I hear it echoed…in the whispers of my heart…..