In conversations with the women of my intimate circles, what seems to be prevalent right now is a continual surge of activating and awakening energy, followed by dark moments and inner turmoil. I no longer believe that we are in an ‘expand and contract’ cycle–meaning that the more we open to the sacred energies stirring from within, the more we connect with ‘light’ energy, we will encounter equal measures of fear and instead of holding our center will become lost in the darkness. Validating this patterning feels like playing into the patriarchal way of seeing ourselves, stuck within a cycle and system of power that is outside ourselves.
What I sense is that we are being cracked wide open – repeatedly. Especially those of us who have said yes, who have committed ourselves to the Sacred Feminine Ravishing happening across our planet. There are men in these circles to be sure, although for me the connections are mostly women. And women are not fucking around. We are no longer sitting back and allowing the events of our lives to be defined by someone else. We aren’t interested in someone telling us what we need or how we’re supposed to take the next step. We are deepening the layers of our own internal wisdom. We are opening the drapes of the rooms still left untouched within our soul’s castle. We are moving with haste ever more passionately into the Mystery. This is OUR language. We know this dialogue. There is a sacred encoding we carry and with each tear that falls, with each trembling we feel in our bodies, with every choice we make that is only about what WE FEEL is best – we are activating that code.
What I feel is that we are engaging a beautiful dance with ourselves. One that is about being laid bare, surrendering all that we are into the grace of our true power. We ARE the Divine Feminine in human form. We ARE master Creators, Lovers, Artists, Mothers. We are powerful alchemists and seductresses. And we make no apology for that. As we stand up one by one, again and again to own all of what we have for too long suppressed within ourselves, we are revealing each place where we have held tight to the old way of being, doing, expressing. We are deepening the layers. We are penetrating the sacred core of ourselves, moving through the old triggers, letting them go one by one, sometimes hundreds at a time. We are remembering the pure way of being with ourselves, as ourselves. And we are channeling that radiant presence out into our world.
We have said ‘no more.’ And whatever may come – we meant it.