Sensation of Love

Maybe it’s because amazing people in my life are pouring their support, love and energy into these final hours of the Steps campaign–so close to my heart. Or maybe it’s my sweet niece and nephew and family time held in the circle of my home this morning over tea and breakfast. Perhaps it’s even the Christmas music I’ve just started listening to a few hours ago. Could be recent intimate conversations held with soul companions. I like to think it’s a combination of it all, but whatever it is–it feels amazing.

There is this warmth glowing in the center of my being, in that quiet heartspace that exists just behind where our physical heart is. It lights up every cell and makes me want to whisper words of love in every way possible to each person I love and those I don’t even realize I love. It’s an incredible feeling of oneness, of kindness, openness. There are no barriers, no limits or impossibilities. I love this sensation of Presence. I love feeling it, expressing it, owning it. It’s large enough in my awareness and energetic field today to make me weep.

Valentine sent to us by ladybug cousins.
Valentine sent to us by ladybug cousins.

I believe we are, at our very core, this essence of love. So often we hear about ‘beings of light’ – and we are. To me what that means is that we have an amazing well of compassion, of consciousness, of connection to all that is in this world of ours. We’re designed to love–it’s our deepest desire. And when we can let go of the fears long enough to just do it, there’s an exhilaration that follows. Certainly this creates an immense expansion of love blanketing our planet, our universe. Pause a moment and consider what that might feel like.

And so this is my love letter to each of you. I thank you for being here, for connecting with me. Whether we know each other personally or not, doesn’t matter. Our spirits recognize one another and that’s how we came to be here together. Let us revel in that. And if you feel so called, pass this sensation of loving along to those in your life, in your circle. However you wish, quietly or with the sheer joy and contentment of expression in your own unique way. But do let it flow into and through you. Life will rise to meet you in this, I promise you that.

Much love to you. xo


Love Whispers to Me

~ The Choice to Love ~

Love – because I choose to.

I want to.

It’s me.


I love you because that’s who I am.

My heart tells me so.

Love is not equal


Asked for.


Love is free

Always accessible

Available to all.


There are no rules

No requirements

To love.


I can love any time of day

Anyone I choose

Anywhere I am.


I AM love

And I have only to connect to its presence.


Loving isn’t always about the other person.

I love—

For me.


My heart wants to love

My spirit is love

My soul knows love intimately.


I am love.

I choose love.


Loving is for me.

My heart needs it

And even wants it.


My soul feels whole when I am loving.

My spirit sings

My self smiles.


Whatever I can do today

Whatever I can’t do tomorrow

I can ALWAYS love.


~  Love Calls to Me  ~

Love waits for me behind the door

Welcoming, inviting me into her warm embrace

As I step through the threshold.


She is always there

Chanting silently

“Choose me, choose me.”


She will wait with patience and understanding

She will wait while I decide.


Will I choose love?

How can I possibly find my way to her through the mine field

Of fear, disempowerment, hurt, wounds, expectations?


How do I maneuver these obstacles

Stay the course

And meet her on the other side?


It seems so difficult

But then all at once becomes clear.


She is there

Shining, glowing, warm, radiant

Offering joy, peace, connection.


And so I begin with the choosing.

I choose love.


And one step at a time

I walk toward her.

Feeling love’s heat enter again

Into my heart.


With each step forward

She expands into my being.

Filling every cell

Every finger, every toe.


Tears of release flow gently down.

There goes my anger

And then my fear

Hot streams of my pain and pride run down my face.


And I keep walking

Looking up

Realizing how close to her full, beautiful presence I have come.


My heart is soft


Opening up fully to her.


I reach out my hand to touch her

Her gentle arms open to me.

We connect

A warm and deep embrace.


And when I open my eyes to look again

Her form is gone.

Yet I feel her so completely in my entire being.

She is with me still.


AS me.

We are one.

Love and I.

United—joined in grace.


I am relaxed now.

My heartbeat speaks the language of her

Of me

Of love.


We are one now.

Love and I.

I am love.


~  by Jackie L. Robinson  2.16.11  ~