I Am the One

I am the one who has said yes over and over and over again
Whose soul will have HER way with me, claiming every last drop
Of who I am

And I am the one who will continue to be laid bare, stripped of all my strongest protections, left only to be ravaged by HER

I am the one whose heart was ripped wide open, left bleeding and clotting on the floor
Whose beauty became darkness, dirtied by those without eyes to see
Including me

And I am the one who will continue to ignite my radiance, steeping in my own ecstatic beauty  

I am the one whose tears would not come, stymied and stifled and stuffed deep inside
Whose longing left holes in her spirit, felt as gaping chasms of emptiness
And pain

And I am the one who will continue to feel every startling sensation, surrendering myself deep into the folds of HER tender caress

I am the one whose words would not form, terrified to hear my own voice speak out loud
Whose whispers were shunned, silenced by fear and beaten down
Into muted submission

And I am the one who will continue to shout and scream and roar, raging and drenched in the fires of passion

Fiery Love

I am the one, the one who will become HER Lover
Aching, sweating, breathing HER in
As over and over and over
My entire being cries out for HER
Yes….
YES…..
YES! 

Take me, feel me, love me, own me, claim me as yours
Brand my most intimate places with your fires
Burn me from the inside out
Ignite every cell of my being
Penetrating, possessing, purifying
Over and over I whisper….
yes. 

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All I Have to Bare

Let me feel You in my pores
Sweet essence of Love
Washing out all over me

I want to feel Love as though She were an ocean
Her rhythm riding me as a gentle storm
To close my eyes and merge into You

And when I close my eyes
I feel your Love as a Wave that crashes over me
Pulling me, dragging me under
Without breath
Or thought
Or care

Sweet abandon
Release
My own undoing
Release

Stripping away every last shred of resistance
My dignity left lying on Your floor

All I have to bare is me
Beautiful breasts await Your Breath
The heat of sweet lips open to meet Your Tender Kisses 
Arms wide in surrender, giving all of my self to You

I want to feel Your gaze upon my sex
Drinking her in
Tasting her
Losing yourself in Her dark cavernous Light of Beckoning

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I want to know how it feels for you to be inside of me
Pressing
Opening

‘Just a little bit more my darling’
You whisper with each new entry into my Feminine folds
My lips are wet with the taste of You

Leaving me longing for more
Hungry for Your Touch
Desirous of our Bodies to connect once again

Pausing only to see into the spirit of each other
Becoming both the Seer and the Seen
Burning in the fiery gaze of a soul’s lust
For HER within and from each other
Our intimacy formed perfectly
Fit together as though designed

I love to feel You
From the inside out
To know Your presence 
Even before You come

My soul longs to feel Your penetration 
Ever more deeply, sweetly, fiercely 

I am laid bare
Spread wide apart
Open, waiting, calling You to me
Hungry for all that only You can bring

I am yours oh Beloved One
I am yours

Perfume of Seduction

Awakening sweeping our planet, our universe, our hearts

Expansion, so fully as to break us wide open

Loving with abandon, letting ourselves be taken

Intoxicated by the Perfume of Seduction

~

Awakening

As we each claim our role

Lovers, friends, sisters

Drawn together in sacred communion

~

We long to feel its pulse

Breathing in the musky scent

Bathing in ecstasy over and over again

Feeling Her waves wash over us

~

The eyes no longer see what’s true

Soul leading the charge, Heart carrying the torch

Flames consume us, burning, burning

Setting the Sacred Heart on fire

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We have so longed for this,

Hungrily anticipating Love’s entry

Laid bare on Her altar

Yearning to unite with our Beloved

~

We see Her now, and feel Her even more so

She seeps into every remaining crack

Soothing as a balm that heals

Stimulating our deepest desires

~

With heightened longing, release and joy we exclaim

Yes, Yes, YES

Take me into your Temple

Your Sanctuary, Holiest of Holies

~

Let us come together as one

Merging, rising to heights of blissful rapture

Over and over again

~

Awakened now

Deep in the chambers of our Heartspace

Dripping in the juices of Divine grace

~

We are awakened and will sleep no more

Passed through a doorway that no longer exists

Deeper and deeper into the Mist

Broken wide open and left wanting

~

Ignited we now remain

Flames of the Sacred

Burning, burning, burning

Waiting for our next encounter

With Love’s Embrace

Sacred Merging

Love waits for me behind the door

Welcoming, inviting me into Her warm embrace.

 

She is always there

Chanting silently “Choose me, choose me.”

 

She will wait. With patience and understanding

She will wait while I decide.

 

Will I choose love?

How can I possibly find my way to Her

Through mine fields of fear, disempowerment

Wounds and expectations?

 

It seems difficult but all at once becomes clear.

She is there–shining, glowing, warm, radiant;

Offering joy, peace, connection.

 

And so I begin. 

I begin with the choosing.

I choose Love.

 

One pace at a time

I walk toward Her,

Feeling Love’s heat

Enter again into my heart.

 

With each step forward

She expands into my being,

Awakening and warming every cell. 

 

Tears of release flow gently down;

There goes my anger and then my fear. 

Hot streams of pain and pride

Wash over my face.

 

I keep walking, moving in to Her.

Looking up, realizing how close 

To Her full beautiful presence

I have come. 

 

My heart is soft, pliable.

Opening up fully to Her.

I reach my hand to touch Her

Feeling her arms gently open to me.

 

We connect.

A warm and deep embrace.

I open my eyes to look again–

Her form is gone.

 

Yet, I feel her so completely in my entire being. 

She is with me still–as ME.

We are ONE, Love and I.

United–joined in Grace.

 

I am relaxed now, eased into myself.

My heartbeat speaks the language of Her…

Of me…

Of Love.

 

We are one now–

Love and I.

I AM LOVE. 

~ Jackie L. Robinson, February 16, 2011

*Originally posted under “Love Whispers to Me” 2.17.11. While reading back in some of my journals recently, this piece really struck me. Much has been healed over the last year and a half, and yet, I can still feel the power of the choice to merge with love.